Post by Alex on Dec 4, 2018 0:21:07 GMT -5
Nyx
cw: self harm
This was so fucked up.
Nyx hadn't gone back to the pack in a few days, simply walking aimlessly around the woods at night, eating nothing, thinking about what happened. What she did. What he did. It was all such a blur but she could remember it so vividly. Wild golden eyes. Sharp white teeth. The taste, smell, sight of blood. The screams and snarls. Searing pain running her through when he severed the soft skin connecting her thigh to her belly. That crack.
She still couldn't walk that well but her wounds had long since scabbed up. Like hell she was going back to face everybody and look for a medic after all this. She didn't... she didn't want to do anything.
She lay there, collapsed onto a large flat stone. She was a fucking wreck. A mess and a disaster. None of that should have turned out that way, but she had to fuck it all up by being so goddamn selfish. She shouldn't have asked him if he wanted to join her pack. Before that, everything was okay. Everything was great. As perfect as they ever could be. But her stupid, pathetic mind had to get the wrong idea.
Nyx stared down at the scabs on her ankle, healing decently considering the lack of care. It healed better than she deserved. Her body was just used to shit like this by now, she figured, but her heart was another beast. It ached and ached and begged for relief.
She didn't think about what she was doing when she tore into those scabs, bursting them open again and tasting her own blood flowing freely once more. She gnawed on the old wounds, deepening them and feeling her sorrow drain out with the crimson fluid. It dripped down onto the rock, looking inky black in the growing darkness. Her ankle was completely soaked in blood yet she continued to tear into herself. The burning agony only kept her going, a distraction from her suffering.
Her blood touching her tongue made her gag less than when it was his. Because she knew she deserved it. She deserved worse than this.
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