Post by Reuben on Sept 3, 2019 18:56:58 GMT -5
Beauregard Colvin
Basics
⒈ Legal name ― Beauregard Jay Colvin
⒉ Nicknames ― Beau and, un-affectionately, BJ.
⒊ Gender ― Cismale
⒋ Age ― 23 years old.
D.O.B – October 29
Sign – Scorpio
⒌ Sexuality ― Pansexual
⒍ Marital Status ― Unmarried, single.
⒎ Species ― Upir (Ukraine Vampire).
⒏ Occupation ― Mortician
Appearance
⒉ Nicknames ― Beau and, un-affectionately, BJ.
⒊ Gender ― Cismale
⒋ Age ― 23 years old.
D.O.B – October 29
Sign – Scorpio
⒌ Sexuality ― Pansexual
⒍ Marital Status ― Unmarried, single.
⒎ Species ― Upir (Ukraine Vampire).
⒏ Occupation ― Mortician
Appearance
Beau is a charming man with good looks to match. He's tall, dark (ish), and handsome, sporting flawless pale skin with a pair of auburn (nearly red) eyes and a head of dark brown hair. He's pretty lanky and slim, however, his form is fairly toned and more sinewy than muscular. He'd almost appear a little feminine if not for his height and broad shoulders. And, of course, his facial hair in which he always keeps styled in a goatee.
He has slim and narrow, yet sharp-ish, features, with a nice jawline and a roman nose. His cheekbones are fairly high, which gives his cheeks a bit of a sunken in look. Beauregard holds himself languidly, his movements always fluid and agile; he holds a prowess about himself while still remaining so at ease almost all of the time.
⒈ Height ― 6'1" / 185 cm
⒉ Weight ― 165 lbs / 75 kg
⒊ Wardrobe ― Beau definitely enjoys fashion and everything about it. Not that he's a fashion fiend, but he's
always up to go shopping for some new clothes. And because he enjoys materialistic things, he's usually spending a little too much. He loves high-end clothing and all of the brands, however, he doesn't enjoy dressing in light or vibrant clothing. He prefers darker clothing; black, navy blue, dark green, and typical enjoys turtle necks, t-shirt, sweaters. He'll pretty much wear anything he finds nice and comfortable. For his pants, he usually just wears fitted slacks; dark, of course. Beau doesn't fancy jewelry that much, though he'll occasionally wear some expensive watch he bought for shits and giggles.
He has slim and narrow, yet sharp-ish, features, with a nice jawline and a roman nose. His cheekbones are fairly high, which gives his cheeks a bit of a sunken in look. Beauregard holds himself languidly, his movements always fluid and agile; he holds a prowess about himself while still remaining so at ease almost all of the time.
⒈ Height ― 6'1" / 185 cm
⒉ Weight ― 165 lbs / 75 kg
⒊ Wardrobe ― Beau definitely enjoys fashion and everything about it. Not that he's a fashion fiend, but he's
always up to go shopping for some new clothes. And because he enjoys materialistic things, he's usually spending a little too much. He loves high-end clothing and all of the brands, however, he doesn't enjoy dressing in light or vibrant clothing. He prefers darker clothing; black, navy blue, dark green, and typical enjoys turtle necks, t-shirt, sweaters. He'll pretty much wear anything he finds nice and comfortable. For his pants, he usually just wears fitted slacks; dark, of course. Beau doesn't fancy jewelry that much, though he'll occasionally wear some expensive watch he bought for shits and giggles.
Personality
⒈ Positives ✓ ― Mellow, humorous, faithful, open-minded, non-judgmental.
⒉ Negatives ✗ ― Grudge-holder, secretive, jealous, selfish, stubborn.
Beauregard is a very down-to-earth guy, who's open-minded and kind. He uses his manners, treats everyone with respect unless they're undeserving, and non-confrontational. He's fairly easy to get along with and doesn't see himself as rude or intimidating, and enjoys meeting new faces and making new friends.
Because of his background and how he grew up, Beau usually has a sort of... refined view of everything. He can tend to be bossy and pushy because of this, and holds himself highly without being too obnoxious about it. At least, that's how he views himself. He does have a tendency to get selfish at times and put his emotions above others, which can be a hindrance when it comes to befriending folk. He's not snobby per say, but he can be a little difficult to work with if things aren't going his way.
He has a habit of needing to be in control, especially when it comes to relationships. He needs to take the lead, he needs to have his voice heard, and sometimes he doesn't realize he's become too high-maintenance and demanding for other people to deal with. He truly never means to be rude or snobbish, but he can't handle things getting away from him, even just a little bit.
Beau can also be very secretive and tends to hide his emotions and whatnot, which ends up creating a barrier that can be difficult to get past. He enjoys his privacy and keeping personal things personal, though at times this can lead to him being seen as untrustworthy. It's just another way for him to feel in control, and it's usually too late when he realizes this ends up pushing people away. This feeds into him being easily jealous in both platonic and romantic relationships. He always tends to get a little bitter and high-strung with friends and lovers when they're off for too long, or don't check in enough.
Beauregard isn't usually an emotional person, though he does have his ups and downs and while he prefers to deal with it himself, that get's a little strenuous at times and he feels the need to reach out to those close to him and seek help. But doing so isn't easy for him, and because of that, when someone shows affection and appreciativeness, he tends to latch on and refuse to let go. He gets devastated when those people scatter because of something he did. He hates the feeling of being rejected and while he may not show it at first glance, he's very vulnerable and at times unstable.
He is all-around someone who is very easy to get along with so long as you can deal with his selfishness and how jealous he can tend to be. He enjoys keeping his skeletons in the closet left in the dark, however, he is extremely loyal and easy to latch onto anyone who accepts him. Beau loves attention and affection from friends and family alike and takes it too heart. Whether or not that ends up being a bad or good thing, he's always up for a challenge.
Backstory
When he was around seven years old, his mother had given birth to his twin brothers, Caleb and Eliya. Beau was split on the idea of having siblings ― he longed to have someone to play with and boss around, but at the same time, he'd be cast into the shadows even more. And he was. His parent's paid more attention to his little brothers than he'd ever gotten. He was angry, upset, and jealous, and refused to play or even regard his brothers for a while. The resentment and lingering feeling of abandonment never fully dulled, but as he grew older, he held less of a grudge, and came to love his brothers, even if he thought they were stealing his parents away from him. Not that he even ever had them in the first place...
Beau's teen years were especially hard. He was moved to a public school, something daunting to him at the time, and was once again a lonely little kid sitting in the shadows of everyone else. He was picked on for being the rich kid, which fed into his distaste toward his family and its name. But, during his senior year of High School, he met a boy named Mitch Steele who had recently moved into town. He had a foul reputation and lived in what was considered the slums, but Beauregard was drawn to him. Mitch was rebellious and had a care-free attitude that drew him in, and not long after Mitch started showing up, he and Beau grew close.
He and Mitch got into all kinds of teen-age trouble― skipping school, destroying public property, getting drunk and high on the weekends. Stuff they saw harmless and things that did a good job of pissing his parents off. Not long into their friendship Beau found himself questioning his sexuality and their friendship. He wanted to experiment with someone he knew, and he had always found Mitch attractive. He just hadn't had the balls to face it. But the more reckless he got, the more careless he got. So he and Mitch fooled around and, eventually, began dating.
Back in his home town, that was a big no. Outing yourself to the public was putting a target on your back. And Beau was hesitant at first, but under Mitch's influence, his views changed and he decided he didn't give a fuck what happened. When kids around school got wind that they were dating, he became a black sheep. And for once in his life, he didn't care. As long as he had Mitch, he felt invisible.
But their relationship was far from perfect. It was always rocky, whether it be because Mitch liked to fool around so carelessly with other delinquents or because Beau got too clingy and jealous― it was never stable, and was very toxic. They were always on and off because of this and each time Beau would feel like his heart was ripped out of his chest and stomped on. But because he was young and naive and felt like that was what true love was, he always took Mitch back. Every single time. Because he was positive it was love and nothing less.
The more time he spent with Mitch, the more his life became skewed. Mitch was both using and selling drugs regularly and Beauregard was quick to be roped in; mainly because it was one more thing he and Mitch could enjoy together. He'd always dabbled with drugs here and there through out his High School years, but nothing like this. By the time graduation rolled around, he was addicted to both heroin and alcohol, and had multiple OD scares and mental breakdowns.
When his parents found out about he and Mitch's relationship, they were disgusted. They were cruel and unforgiving, and even though Beau was helpless and so desperately wanted their love, they turned him away, cut all ties, and dumped him on the street without a goodbye. This was a massive blow to everything― his self-esteem, his confidence. It drove him further into his depressive state, and drove him toward Mitch and his horrible lifestyle.
They moved into a sketchy apartment in the city, where Mitch's customers were always coming and going. Beau lied to himself and forced himself to believe that he was happy, being there with Mitch. That they could live a perfect life and nothing would come in between them. But so much did, and despite the multitude of heartbreaks, Beau couldn't release himself from those ties. Mitch was the only one there for him, the only one who cared; the only one who would love him. And he couldn't leave that.
The lowest point in his life was when Mitch had him turned. Beau was intoxicated and high off his mind at a party when it had happened. He doesn't remember a lot of that night―mostly because he refuses to uncover it―but he does remember it happening. Mitch's friend, the one throwing the party, bit him, and Mitch did nothing to stop him. The process he underwent to turn was too strenuous for his body with it being compromised by all the drugs, and it nearly had him killed. He remember waking up in the hospital the next day because someone had found him on the side of the street, stone-cold and convulsing.
Beau used to think that nothing to get in between Mitch, and that nothing would ever make him want to leave. But that betrayal; the feeling of waking up connected to a bunch of tubes without Mitch there, it broke him. He didn't even come to pick him up from the hospital. Adelaide was the one who drove all the way to come get him, and took care of him as he turned. Beau broke up with Mitch for the final time, and while it felt like he'd given up one of the most important people in his life, he knew it was time to let him go.
He moved out as quick as he could, but with no where to go, he turned to Adelaide, who was the only other person in his life he could turn too. He had no family, barely any money; he was depressed and anxious. She took him in, let him crash on her couch, under the conditions that he would forget Mitch and start going to rehab.
And he did with her help and encouragement. He was put on anti-depressants, weened himself off the drugs and alcohol, and forced himself to forget about Mitch and their relationship. It was a hard, long, and painful process for him to get his life back on tracks. But, eventually he did. And when he was able too, he ditched his hometown to start a clean slate.
Relationships
⒉ Negatives ✗ ― Grudge-holder, secretive, jealous, selfish, stubborn.
Beauregard is a very down-to-earth guy, who's open-minded and kind. He uses his manners, treats everyone with respect unless they're undeserving, and non-confrontational. He's fairly easy to get along with and doesn't see himself as rude or intimidating, and enjoys meeting new faces and making new friends.
Because of his background and how he grew up, Beau usually has a sort of... refined view of everything. He can tend to be bossy and pushy because of this, and holds himself highly without being too obnoxious about it. At least, that's how he views himself. He does have a tendency to get selfish at times and put his emotions above others, which can be a hindrance when it comes to befriending folk. He's not snobby per say, but he can be a little difficult to work with if things aren't going his way.
He has a habit of needing to be in control, especially when it comes to relationships. He needs to take the lead, he needs to have his voice heard, and sometimes he doesn't realize he's become too high-maintenance and demanding for other people to deal with. He truly never means to be rude or snobbish, but he can't handle things getting away from him, even just a little bit.
Beau can also be very secretive and tends to hide his emotions and whatnot, which ends up creating a barrier that can be difficult to get past. He enjoys his privacy and keeping personal things personal, though at times this can lead to him being seen as untrustworthy. It's just another way for him to feel in control, and it's usually too late when he realizes this ends up pushing people away. This feeds into him being easily jealous in both platonic and romantic relationships. He always tends to get a little bitter and high-strung with friends and lovers when they're off for too long, or don't check in enough.
Beauregard isn't usually an emotional person, though he does have his ups and downs and while he prefers to deal with it himself, that get's a little strenuous at times and he feels the need to reach out to those close to him and seek help. But doing so isn't easy for him, and because of that, when someone shows affection and appreciativeness, he tends to latch on and refuse to let go. He gets devastated when those people scatter because of something he did. He hates the feeling of being rejected and while he may not show it at first glance, he's very vulnerable and at times unstable.
He is all-around someone who is very easy to get along with so long as you can deal with his selfishness and how jealous he can tend to be. He enjoys keeping his skeletons in the closet left in the dark, however, he is extremely loyal and easy to latch onto anyone who accepts him. Beau loves attention and affection from friends and family alike and takes it too heart. Whether or not that ends up being a bad or good thing, he's always up for a challenge.
Backstory
Beauregard was the firstborn to Andrea and Rodney Colvin, two wealthy business owners.They were ruthless when it came to their jobs, and strict when it came to raising Beau. Because of their jobs, they were either never home or too busy to even interact with Beau, so he became pretty disconnected right out the gate. He was an ornery little kid, always disregarding his fathers rules only to face the consequences, which were never gentle. He had only a few friends that were in neighboring manors just up and down the street, but he never had a true connection with anybody. And so he became even more rebellious and distant, especially toward his mother and father.
When he was around seven years old, his mother had given birth to his twin brothers, Caleb and Eliya. Beau was split on the idea of having siblings ― he longed to have someone to play with and boss around, but at the same time, he'd be cast into the shadows even more. And he was. His parent's paid more attention to his little brothers than he'd ever gotten. He was angry, upset, and jealous, and refused to play or even regard his brothers for a while. The resentment and lingering feeling of abandonment never fully dulled, but as he grew older, he held less of a grudge, and came to love his brothers, even if he thought they were stealing his parents away from him. Not that he even ever had them in the first place...
Beau's teen years were especially hard. He was moved to a public school, something daunting to him at the time, and was once again a lonely little kid sitting in the shadows of everyone else. He was picked on for being the rich kid, which fed into his distaste toward his family and its name. But, during his senior year of High School, he met a boy named Mitch Steele who had recently moved into town. He had a foul reputation and lived in what was considered the slums, but Beauregard was drawn to him. Mitch was rebellious and had a care-free attitude that drew him in, and not long after Mitch started showing up, he and Beau grew close.
He and Mitch got into all kinds of teen-age trouble― skipping school, destroying public property, getting drunk and high on the weekends. Stuff they saw harmless and things that did a good job of pissing his parents off. Not long into their friendship Beau found himself questioning his sexuality and their friendship. He wanted to experiment with someone he knew, and he had always found Mitch attractive. He just hadn't had the balls to face it. But the more reckless he got, the more careless he got. So he and Mitch fooled around and, eventually, began dating.
Back in his home town, that was a big no. Outing yourself to the public was putting a target on your back. And Beau was hesitant at first, but under Mitch's influence, his views changed and he decided he didn't give a fuck what happened. When kids around school got wind that they were dating, he became a black sheep. And for once in his life, he didn't care. As long as he had Mitch, he felt invisible.
But their relationship was far from perfect. It was always rocky, whether it be because Mitch liked to fool around so carelessly with other delinquents or because Beau got too clingy and jealous― it was never stable, and was very toxic. They were always on and off because of this and each time Beau would feel like his heart was ripped out of his chest and stomped on. But because he was young and naive and felt like that was what true love was, he always took Mitch back. Every single time. Because he was positive it was love and nothing less.
The more time he spent with Mitch, the more his life became skewed. Mitch was both using and selling drugs regularly and Beauregard was quick to be roped in; mainly because it was one more thing he and Mitch could enjoy together. He'd always dabbled with drugs here and there through out his High School years, but nothing like this. By the time graduation rolled around, he was addicted to both heroin and alcohol, and had multiple OD scares and mental breakdowns.
When his parents found out about he and Mitch's relationship, they were disgusted. They were cruel and unforgiving, and even though Beau was helpless and so desperately wanted their love, they turned him away, cut all ties, and dumped him on the street without a goodbye. This was a massive blow to everything― his self-esteem, his confidence. It drove him further into his depressive state, and drove him toward Mitch and his horrible lifestyle.
They moved into a sketchy apartment in the city, where Mitch's customers were always coming and going. Beau lied to himself and forced himself to believe that he was happy, being there with Mitch. That they could live a perfect life and nothing would come in between them. But so much did, and despite the multitude of heartbreaks, Beau couldn't release himself from those ties. Mitch was the only one there for him, the only one who cared; the only one who would love him. And he couldn't leave that.
The lowest point in his life was when Mitch had him turned. Beau was intoxicated and high off his mind at a party when it had happened. He doesn't remember a lot of that night―mostly because he refuses to uncover it―but he does remember it happening. Mitch's friend, the one throwing the party, bit him, and Mitch did nothing to stop him. The process he underwent to turn was too strenuous for his body with it being compromised by all the drugs, and it nearly had him killed. He remember waking up in the hospital the next day because someone had found him on the side of the street, stone-cold and convulsing.
Beau used to think that nothing to get in between Mitch, and that nothing would ever make him want to leave. But that betrayal; the feeling of waking up connected to a bunch of tubes without Mitch there, it broke him. He didn't even come to pick him up from the hospital. Adelaide was the one who drove all the way to come get him, and took care of him as he turned. Beau broke up with Mitch for the final time, and while it felt like he'd given up one of the most important people in his life, he knew it was time to let him go.
He moved out as quick as he could, but with no where to go, he turned to Adelaide, who was the only other person in his life he could turn too. He had no family, barely any money; he was depressed and anxious. She took him in, let him crash on her couch, under the conditions that he would forget Mitch and start going to rehab.
And he did with her help and encouragement. He was put on anti-depressants, weened himself off the drugs and alcohol, and forced himself to forget about Mitch and their relationship. It was a hard, long, and painful process for him to get his life back on tracks. But, eventually he did. And when he was able too, he ditched his hometown to start a clean slate.
Mother ‣ Andrea Colvin {alive}
Father ‣ Rodney Colvin {alive}
Sibling(s) ‣ Caleb Colvin {alive}, Eliya Colvin {alive}
Children ‣
Partner ‣
Past partner(s) ‣ Mitch Steele {alive}
Unknown/Mentioned● | Known/Neutral ●● | Acquaintance ●●●
Father ‣ Rodney Colvin {alive}
Sibling(s) ‣ Caleb Colvin {alive}, Eliya Colvin {alive}
Children ‣
Partner ‣
Past partner(s) ‣ Mitch Steele {alive}
Unknown/Mentioned● | Known/Neutral ●● | Acquaintance ●●●
Fondness ● | Friendship ●● | Best Friend ●●●
Comfortable ● | Trust ●● | Trust with life ●●●
Bond ● | Protect ●● | Protect with life ●●●
Respect ● | Follower ●● | Devotion ●●●
Looks up to ● | Admires ●● | Aspires to be ●●●
Interested ● | Crush ●● | Love ●●●
Wary ● | Awkward ●● | Avoid ●●●
Uneasy ● | Distrust ●● | Fear ●●●
Irritation ● | Dislike ●● | Hate ●●●
Jealousy ● | Envy ●● | Vengeful ●●●
Miss ● | Sorrow ●● | Grief ●●●
Mitch Steele (played by me) | ●●● ●● ● ● ○
He and Beau's relationship was/is complicated. They met during High School, back when Beau was still a plain ol' human and living with his parents, and needless to say, Beau was completely infatuated with him. At first, it was just experimenting with his sexuality and nothing personal, and they both agree countless of times that there would be no strings attached.
But there were. They were on and off, and Mitch was either the highlight of Beau's week or his absolute demise. They were extremely toxic together and their relationship was always rocky and filled with lies and loose ends. Mitch was always out with other escapades of his and leaving Beau behind. And being the dramatic teenager Beau was, he was always so hellbent on being heartbroken and that he wouldn't fall for Mitch's shit again. Things really weren't that easy, though, because every time Mitch came running back, Beau would take him in again.
He couldn't get enough of him. Mitch got into some heavy shit right out of High School; drug dealing, drug using. He brought chaos everywhere he went and still, childish little Beau thought he'd change. Mitch ended up introducing Beau into the world of drugs and it wasn't long before he was too deep. Beau became addicted to heroin and alcohol, all the while still playing whatever game he couldn't get enough of.
Beau's life took a turn for the worst while he was with Mitch. His parents shunned him for both messing around with another man and for getting into drugs; it was what ultimately killed he and his parents relationship and what got him kicked out. Beau was a complete wreck and had multiple OD scares, mental breakdowns, and hospital visits while he lived with Mitch.
He couldn't see what Mitch was doing to him and how both of them were feeding into the toxicity of their relationship. He swore he loved Mitch and would never leave him. Beau refused to leave Mitch. It wasn't until Mitch had gotten Beau to become a vampire (which nearly killed him) that he came to his senses. He broke things off with Mitch, as painful and hard as it was, and went to rehab for his abuse of drugs and alcohol.
Beau's life improved with Mitch out of the picture. He up and moved away from his home town, his parents, and Mitch, in order to start a new life. Of course, there were still times where he nearly relapsed, caved in, and contacted Mitch. But he ultimately continued on with trying to better himself. He hasn't spoken to Mitch in years and while he despises him for how much he ruined his life, there's still a small part of him that will always belong to Mitch.
He and Beau's relationship was/is complicated. They met during High School, back when Beau was still a plain ol' human and living with his parents, and needless to say, Beau was completely infatuated with him. At first, it was just experimenting with his sexuality and nothing personal, and they both agree countless of times that there would be no strings attached.
But there were. They were on and off, and Mitch was either the highlight of Beau's week or his absolute demise. They were extremely toxic together and their relationship was always rocky and filled with lies and loose ends. Mitch was always out with other escapades of his and leaving Beau behind. And being the dramatic teenager Beau was, he was always so hellbent on being heartbroken and that he wouldn't fall for Mitch's shit again. Things really weren't that easy, though, because every time Mitch came running back, Beau would take him in again.
He couldn't get enough of him. Mitch got into some heavy shit right out of High School; drug dealing, drug using. He brought chaos everywhere he went and still, childish little Beau thought he'd change. Mitch ended up introducing Beau into the world of drugs and it wasn't long before he was too deep. Beau became addicted to heroin and alcohol, all the while still playing whatever game he couldn't get enough of.
Beau's life took a turn for the worst while he was with Mitch. His parents shunned him for both messing around with another man and for getting into drugs; it was what ultimately killed he and his parents relationship and what got him kicked out. Beau was a complete wreck and had multiple OD scares, mental breakdowns, and hospital visits while he lived with Mitch.
He couldn't see what Mitch was doing to him and how both of them were feeding into the toxicity of their relationship. He swore he loved Mitch and would never leave him. Beau refused to leave Mitch. It wasn't until Mitch had gotten Beau to become a vampire (which nearly killed him) that he came to his senses. He broke things off with Mitch, as painful and hard as it was, and went to rehab for his abuse of drugs and alcohol.
Beau's life improved with Mitch out of the picture. He up and moved away from his home town, his parents, and Mitch, in order to start a new life. Of course, there were still times where he nearly relapsed, caved in, and contacted Mitch. But he ultimately continued on with trying to better himself. He hasn't spoken to Mitch in years and while he despises him for how much he ruined his life, there's still a small part of him that will always belong to Mitch.