Abandon all hope [open] Sept 11, 2019 10:26:58 GMT -5
Post by Pesty on Sept 11, 2019 10:26:58 GMT -5
Whoever thinks the zoo is a fun, exciting place full of family entertainment is a twisted fuck. NO living, sentient being wants to be holed up in a confined space where their captors can smoosh their faces against the transparent barrier to take selfies and point at you. Most of the animals exhibit stressed behaviors anyhow, all their pacing in one area and disinterest in their would be rescuers giving them a "better" life here in these broad holding cells. She's been in their position before. Up for scientific viewing twenty-fours hours a day. Leather heels making dull thuds on the carved pathway the shifter pauses to stand across the tiger exhibit where a few large cats are dozing by the man made pond placed in their enclosure. Her brothers would never think to look for her here, or the fucking medical staff on hand. It was overbearing having them all watching her, waiting for her to make that fall back down the rabbit hole. Jaw clamping down in annoyance all she can think about is how much she'd like to gouge their eyes out and shove them down their throats. There's no...passion, or oomph behind it though. The plethora of meds she's on has seen to it that she doesn't get any stimulation from the world around her let alone her own fucking feelings or thoughts.
So when she wants to cry for those somber looking tigers or just because for herself, it's as if her tear ducts have lost their biological functional attachment. Instead a heavy sigh passes through those pouty painted lips as she luridly stares at the large felines through her long lashes and smokey eye-shadowed gaze. One day people will see that zoos are as barbaric as SeaWorld, they're no different really. Perhaps if she doesn't take all those pills she could be lucid enough to shift and walk among those animals, sense if they were truly happy. The sense of empathy is lost whenever she's taken her medication, it makes it twice as difficult to relate to any of the others around her. Would she really want to though? People are scum. They point fingers and go on a witch hunt, locking the innocent away without wanting to hear them or ever see them again. Trying to shake off her apathetic brooding the woman craves a cigarette. Giving the tigers a wistful glance she moves away from them and begins to search for a designated smoking area and if there isn't one she will walk out of the zoo's territory to light up.